Loneliness is the weirdest feeling in the world. It comes out of nowhere yet it feels ever present. Somehow it feels like everything but it’s really about missing something; having nothing. It can’t be explained because it’s different with each individual and somehow it is a feeling everyone shares. Loneliness is the shadow that trails… Continue reading Crowded with loneliness
I lied on my bed looking up at sky. It was purple yet pink in a way with white specks that sparkled every here and there. I was just lying there listening to soft old fashioned music; the type that your father dances to with your mother. It was so steady but I could feel… Continue reading What we were: Chapter II
Of our nation One has lived here a long time, from birth did he thus grow He has the pride of his nation and the respect of his people We shower him in love and hope wanting him to know Everything and see everything and feel the freedom of the eagle A child of our… Continue reading Of our nation
It is really easy to be sassy and sarcastic all the time but of course life isn’t all eye rolls and laughter. Life has been hard recently but not in the usual ways, the ways that I am used to, the ways that I can handle. It’s really funny how you can get comfortable with… Continue reading I have a confession
I want four kids. My eight year old self always had this fantasy that I would have two sets of twins—two boy and two girls each set two years a part (I have a thing for even numbers)—live in a large six room house and have a dog and a cat. Raising a family however,… Continue reading Parenting 101: Story of a Teen
So I recently turned 16. YAY!!! I’M ANOTHER YEAR CLOSER TO DEATH! Ok, honestly I’ve fantasized about becoming 16 since I was young. I always felt that 16 is when you start your journey to adulthood and the person you are when you are 16 is supposed to be you at your prime. My 16… Continue reading A day of highs and lows
I think it is important to analyze both the inner and outer of one’s self during reinvention. This isn’t my first go at the subject which can be concerning I know because if it didn’t work the first time why would my method work this time, right? Well my method actually did work but I… Continue reading Who am I really?